I think that it's kinda funny that you people you have living with for the past year or so can;t tell when something is bothering you or when your feeling down. But they still ask to borrow stuff sometimes it seems that's all I'm there for, for them. But i can send a text to a friend I haven't spoken too in almost a month asking them if they are okay and I get a message back telling me we need to talk because they want to know why I'm upset. Funny I find 

True story =P

Uni

This year thanks to the wonderful Camille I went to doctors as to why i always feel like I want to throw up after i eat, and it turns out I have gallstones =( and I may of had them for a couple of years. These suck there are days where it hurts to get out of bed, it hurts to move I don't feel like eating and sometimes when I do I have to force myself to get it down and eat something for that day. Nights when i can;t sleep because I'm too nauseated to sleep. All of that plus work and Uni got to much for me and I wasn't coping at all my uni work was suffering and I felt like I had no-one to talk to about it I didn't want to disturb my friends because they had their own work to do, I couldn't get in contact with any of my friends back home. The one person i felt like I could talk to my brother Daniel was busy as well and I could only talk to him for a bit same with my Twin. My work was not up to standard at all so I now have been given a grade pending for my subject and have until the 1st March to hand everything in. which is so good I feel a lot less stressed now and finding it a lot better to cope with everything which is a massive relief. I can't wait till I get the surgery and I hope this time it's not cancelled

=D

So for the lovely Lady Peita. I brought us DROPKICK MURPHY tickets =D because really what else I'm supposed to give her she needs an awesome gift because she does. So the show is in Melbourne and i can;t wait to go and spend time with her and be in Melbourne and the best part is that Uni will be over =D
So freaking excited!!!!!!

The Wedding

My cousin got married this July and it was such a nice wedding the first i had ever been to but regardless i thought it was wonderful they were so cute they couldn't stop smiling and looking at each other the whole night.
It was wonderful seeing my cousins again and seeing the ladies i meet on the Hens day/night which was so much fun!! We went on a wine tour and then after we went the RSL club and Kiama and drunk some more and danced and talked. Back to the wedding the reception was at the Queen Victoria Tea House and the food was delish. But now time for photos =D

 The Beautiful Bride =D

 My parents <3

 My Dad and his Brothers 

 The couple Naww <3

 Standard inside shot 

 The Bride again OMG that dress was amazing!! just wanted to touch it!!

 Little Sis and my Little cousin 

 Females of the family =D

The couple again
I wish them all the best, they deserve it i love them to bits and how happy they make each other. When they are together they seem to complete each other almost they are such a lovely people. My cousin Shane made my childhood that much better by always playing with me him and his brother.
Again Much love for them <3 

Okay so time to blow the virtual dust off this blog and get it happening again yo =D
So this is whats been going on:

My cousin got married best fricken wedding ever!!
Going to See Foo Fighters with my Twin yay! Family Fun time =D

Seeing Dropkick Murphy's with the lovely and talented lass known as Peita love her to bits =D

I have discovered that gallstones suck like massively =(

Uni was blergh for a bit but now it's better =D

I got a new Hair cut the other day...first time in almost 5 months i think...I think it;s too short now but all well at least it;s healthy =D

Lets see what else has been going on? I;m saving for my first tattoo im so excited for it =D can;t wait. My tea obsession is growing as well as my obsession at looking at book shelves but they are so pretty!! I've also been planing my 21st with my twin, getting sick and trying to have in the little things in life such as a cup of tea a new book, chillin with new and old friends and even at work. Speaking of work so many interesting looking people come through the drive thru and i would to photograph them or just sit down and talk to them to delve into their lifestyle, their life story what makes them who they are but sadly i can't but on the bright side there are many interesting characters out their and plenty of time to meet them =D I live a very exciting life no? lol

Hahaha i want to do this to my dog

I never left i dont think =D

Okay so i promised Peedoodle that i would post something by the end of the week. So i this post is for her =D.
Miss Peita aka Peedoodle is simply amazing, she is one of those people that i'm insanely grateful to have meet and be friends with, although we have only been friends for the last couple of years i can;t imagine my life without her in it and i don't think i shall ever meet someone like her again in my life time. Every time i think of the good times we have had a smile appears on my face and i can't help but to laugh. And think of all the good time we have in front of us. I simply love this lovely lass =D

I think this is one of the first photos of us and one of the only times we look normal =D

Probably one of my favourite photos of us =D

                 

What do you think?

Here are 3 photos i've been working on still more work to be done. But what do you guys think? 

Fuck this shit! you thought she would of been happy...guess that was too much to hope for. But i shouldn't be complaining about my problems i know people out there have it way worse then what i do and i hope that their problems get solved =D

If you say so =D

I hate myself or rather what I'm.....this needs to stop 

but since i've hated myself since i was 14 it will be hard

Gah I want one of these mask so bad!! I love them to bits =D

YouTube - Grace Potter & The Nocturnals - Paris (Ooh La La)

I've had this song stuck in my head the last couple of days =D LOVE it

No more

Sooo today i found out that as of yesterday the White Stripes have officially announced that they have split =( This saddens me but we will always have they music they created. \The White Stripes would like to announce that today, February 2nd, 2011, their band has officially ended and will make no further new recordings or perform live.
The reason is not due to artistic differences or lack of wanting to continue, nor any health issues as both Meg and Jack are feeling fine and in good health.
It is for a myriad of reasons, but mostly to preserve What is beautiful and special about the band and have it stay that way.
Meg and Jack want to thank every one of their fans and admirers for the incredible support they have given throughout the 13 plus years of the White Stripes’ intense and incredible career.
Third Man Records will continue to put out unreleased live and studio recordings from The White Stripes in their Vault Subscription record club, as well as through regular channels.
Both Meg and Jack hope this decision isn’t met with sorrow by their fans but that it is seen as a positive move done out of respect for the art and music that the band has created. It is also done with the utmost respect to those fans who’ve shared in those creations, with their feelings considered greatly.
With that in mind the band have this to say:
“The White Stripes do not belong to Meg and Jack anymore. The White Stripes belong to you now and you can do with it whatever you want. The beauty of art and music is that it can last forever if people want it to. Thank you for sharing this experience. Your involvement will never be lost on us and we are truly grateful.”
—Meg and Jack White, whitestripes.com




one of my fave film clips by them i have to say =D

PARCEL!

I received this amazing parcel today and by today i mean like the 26th December =P off the simply divine and wonderful Miss Peita =D It made my day to come home from 4x4 to see this parcel, i was happy simply because it was off her gosh i love her so much!!!!!!!!!!! She is just one of the truly amazing kids i have meet since moving to wagga and gosh darn it! I love them all i feel as if they have made wagga a home for me and i would be lost without them! Mucho love for these kids =D

Washed up on the shore to say bye

So today me and 3 of my friends went to shoallhaven heads to see the whale that had washed up the night before sadly it had passed away in the morning =(. But we still went to see it shame that the first whale i've seen it my life had to be dead but i thought that the texture on the skin was amazing! To see the whale we had to walk two hours along the beach there and back. The guy who was looking after the whale was a pretty cool guy very interesting to talk too. Also if you see a dead animal that is still has blood seeping from it common sense tells you not to touch it right? Funny it seemed that while i was there common sense was hard to find as everyone was just touching it BLRGH idiots!

Family News

MY COUSIN IS ENGAGED AND THE WEDDING IS IN JULY!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YEAH
Also My other cousin he's girlfriend is PREGNANT!! and she is due a week after the wedding my whole family is so happy at the moment i feel as if though im on cloud 9 so happy i can's stop smiling =D =D

Can't stop smiling!

So fluffy!

Melbourne

As i mentioned in my post before i went to Melbourne with the amazing Peita it was probably one of my fave holidays =D We went and saw the Tim burton exhbtion that was on and OMG if possible it made me fall in love with him all over again it was different seeing different parts of his movies in one space it made you realize just how many films he has done, truly amazing! After this we went shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I brought a dress,wine,pj bottoms,a canvas print from Typo and shoes!!!!!!!!!!!

About time

So I kow it's been a while...okay a long while since i last bloged, so let me tell you whats been up in my life briefly for now.
I went to Melbourne with the amazing Peita =) it was such a fun trip I shall post somethings that i brought sadly i have no photos from this as some mean mean person stole my phone from work =( but my daddy brought me a new phone for now and it has a flashlight =) HELLS YEAH.
Uni has ended for the year so i had to say goodbye to all my lovley wagga friends for 4 months =( so im back home now
I've been hitting the beach with friends and family
got 2 new film cameras.
Had a truly wonderfull christmas and New Years with the family
but i think one of the highlights in the past couple of months was be quitting Maccas! After 5 years see ya later maccas =)
And my cousin got Engaged!!!!!!!!!!!! Hells yeah the wedding is this year in july and were all so exctied =) so thats it for now folks expect more blog updates during next week as i plan to hit the libary up for it's free internet as we have none at home to update =)